(July 12th 2001)
The moon shines, steady and
bright,
Setting the stage for a fight.
A certain charm that evades daylight,
Lures Fear out into the night.
"Your time has come", I tell my
might,
"Do it now. And do it right."
Fears make part of a man too,
As likes, dislikes, and strengths do,
But I shall kill this part of me
today,
Remorse I have well warned, to stay
away.
Consider a plot in holy free
space,
Of your life's aims against your
life's states.
Hovering low, quite in your face,
Is an apparent ceiling - Fear's
surface,
Cheating your ambition into seeing
bounds,
Lowering its sights, losing its
grace.
Knowing this has hardened my soul,
Previous abuse has made it immune.
Fear's past deeds shall take their
toll,
Against the treacherous charm of the
moon.
And finally I step out into the
black,
Wander randomly, not watching my
back,
Because there's truth in what is
said,
About Fear striking the unprepared.
Then a shot sounds, I feel a
pinch,
Turn around, see Fear dead.
"I didn't kill him", I hear in my
head,
"He killed himself when his bullet
ricocheted,
Off the seeming armour of lead,
That my soul has come to be."
Rains celebrate the unusual victory,
But strangely, no clouds do I any
longer see.